ingin hiLang ingatan…

its time 4 me at Last..

akhirx Q mrasakanx jua..

waLah..

duh Gusti..

piye toh iki?..

stiLL speachLess meratapi nasip..

i wish …

just wish ..

arrggghhhh..

ingin hiLang ingatan..

menghiLangLah dari kehidupanku
enyahLah dari hati yg tLah hancur
kehadiran sosokmu kan menyiksaku
biarkan disini ku menyendiri

bersenang-senangLah sepuasnya
biarkan disini ku menyendiri

terLintas keinginan tuk dapat
hiLang ingatan agar semua terLupakan
dan ku berLari sekencang-kencangnya
tuk meLupakanmu yg tLah berpaLing

di sini, kembaLi
kau hadirkan ingatan yg seharusnya kuLupakan
dan kuhancurkan adanya…

Letih disini…
kuingin hiLang ingatan

heLp me…

everyone?..

anyone?..

(=^o^=)/

big girLs don’t cry

yup,,

again n again,,

it’s aLL bout what i feLt bout HIM

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I’m full grown
Fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and Uno cards
I’ll be your best friend and you’ll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
‘Cause I want to hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

*song by Fergie

fiiuuuhh,,

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I’m letting go
It may not last but I don’t know
Just don’t know

If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that’s warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I’m asleep

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn’t mean we’re not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you’re still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains